just when i get the hang of it, blogger is not cool anymore... well dang!!!

xoxo

i miss my matthew already.

oxo

so relationships are hard. you can love someone so much and thats such a great feeling. an even better feeling is being loved by that person back. but sometimes there can be times when that person grinds on your very last nerve! but then you tell them and they are like yeah well you are bugging me too and you talk it out. i think thats what makes a good relationship. and to make a good relationship last, you have fun together and laugh whenever you are together. finding time to spend together is hard, especially when you both are busy than any normal person. the time you do spend together though...is so amazing. you get to notice the tiny lines when they smile. you soak up every word they say. you melt at the mere sound of their voice. so even when you get so upset and you miss them so much you feel like crying (and sometimes do) it all makes it worth it when you can look into that person's eyes and know how lucky you really are.

so i'm really excited for show but i'm really worried too. hopefully excitement will win.

i miss him already.

xoxo

i would just like to say how happy i truly am. yes, i may have bad days, and yes, life isn't always perfect, but overall i am content. there are issues that i wish would go away. and there are problems that i would like to avoid. but i have a wonderful family who loves (even though sometimes i doubt it), i have a boyfriend that makes me feel special and loved when no one else can, and i have caring friends that i can always turn to. i am happy. and it's not a bad feeling.

xoxo