i don't like losing. i don't handle it well. so instead of eating my weight in almond m&m's or chocolate chip cookies, i want to go for a run. "you already exercised" she said. well news flash, it's not about the exersice. it's about the fact that while running it's me, music, and the pavement. it's the only freaking me-time i get!!! which i need more of because i don't know how to respond to someone who thinks i'm becoming obsessive and going to starve myself. she is the one who said i was fat to begin with! and she talks about how it's because i miss him. well, no offense, but it's not about him at all! it's about the fact that she thinks i don't have enough self-respect and down right common sense that i would do something that would hurt me. i honestly don't understand what i could have possibly said or done to make her think i would do something that stupid. thanks for all the confidence though, boosts the self-esteem like you wouldn't believe!

xoxo