i hate being emotional. i hate not being able to control my reactions and thoughts. i hate that i feel like i want to lay in bed and never get out. i hate feeling like i could cry at any given moment and the next laugh uncontrollably. i hate being so whiny that not even i want to be around myself. i hate that i feel like no one cares and at the same time i feel like i'm being suffocated by those around me. i hate, worst of all, not knowing how to stop all this craziness.

xoxo